Appeal

I have to try
to appeal.
I know my chances of getting is extremely low . I don't like the idea of regretting, thinking of the what-ifs if I appealled for Mjc. So yea, I might as well just try it out since tomorrow will be my last opportunity. It's foc anw. It will be so stupid of me to not even try out because of what others will say about me. Stuffs like "Haha she is so sad that she didn't get into Mjc..." is so harmless& don't affect me.{Maybe only initially but definitely not now} At all. Talking about me behind my back means nothing but how insecure you feel about yourself. Mind you, at least I have a very slim chance of getting in and you have nothing. Period.
I just feel that I'm having a very tough time in Tpjc. The people, the environment and the teachers... Most likely, the problem lies with me, like what Mdm Noreha had told me earlier on. Whatever it is, I really need to thank her for her advices and helps in getting testimonials.
Hopefully the interview tomorrow will go on smoothly. Wait. On the second thought, maybe I shouldn't Hope. Disappointment is something I really dread.
Will i still be stuck in tpjc????

Whoever you are, please pray for me.

edit.
Blahblahblah. The cut off point is 9. *rolleyes*
Now the chance is even slimer. Whatever. Let me just try to appeal since I want to skip school for today's sucky timetable.