We are so busy growing up, we often forget that they are growing old

2011 has been challenging. Nothing like what I've expected.
Stepping out of my comfort zone is definitely a 'revolutionary' decision for me. During the tough times when submissions are in few hours and I wasn't even close to finishing, I will doubt, if I've made a right choice. Weighed between doing something I like but not very good at or doing something I dislike but capable of doing well I think the first would be better. Actually also partly because I can't imagine myself to be in some other courses, or if there is another course that actually appeal to me to begin with.

Aki has bring out the worse of me. Stubborn, impatient, selfish and doubtful.  I feel So easily irritable that sometimes I just want to slap myself for behaving that way. I'm really thankful of everyone who have supported and have been tolerating my lousy temper. Both family and friends.

You know, I feel specially grateful to Shaunice and Gina, and also my studiomates. Though we aint close but at times of need, like when I'm stuck or unsure if I've made the right choice, they will give me really good suggestions and point out my mistakes.

Looking back, I haven't been a good daughter, granddaughter, and sister. That would be something I have to work on.